Wonder If I Ever Cross Your Mind...

You know those moments when you're heartbroken? When suddenly you're listening to songs that reminds you of them and you just seem want to stay in those moments, because weirdly even though you're hurt, you want to keep that feeling, you want to keep the 'hate' you have towards them.  Maybe you kept that feeling because that's the only proof that what you had was real.


I'm sure some of us had that moment and maybe some felt it more than once. (I'm sorry). The time that we spent thinking about them is countless. Just wanting to be alone and everything seems so gloomy. It's as if your life is a sad rainy day. You probably even try to wait for them. Your mind starts playing games with you and start playing the scenarios of how they'll come back to your life and everything will be okay. As you realized slowly and painfully that everything is not going back like the way it is. That rainy day became a storm.

At one point of that storm you begin to ask yourself this, "Have I ever crossed your mind since that time?"
In your mind you're hoping that they thought about you as much as you thought about them. Maybe they did, but most people never knew the answer and life goes on. An unsolved question lingers within your heart awaiting for another heartbreak... The question is the same and until you've found that one person that you can't live without, you probably won't be able to answer that question.


Be thankful for your loved ones. They're the reason why that question is answered. Different people will have a different answer, either that answer is temporary or permanent, only time can tell...